To U Lap-Achaa

Does distance make a difference…? Experience taught me that it does and I don’t want my daughter to treat her dad like a stranger under the same roof. Strangeness is such a sad feeling, have realised it lately. To a Daughter, father would be the most influential person in her life next to her husband. Recently I saw a documentary in which a male bird is setting up the nest to protect the baby and mom from the upcoming storm. That shows how responsible and caring the father is. The male bird has no life without the baby and mom. Life revolves around them . The scenario is same when it comes to human beings too. The sudden unexpected change in the environment takes a toll on the male bird, but it continues to fight for the family. In the end the nest is washed away by the storm and the family is entirely shattered. They have no home to live in and a baby bird who cant even fly. Eventually they fall into the life’s surprise called separation. The baby bird cant survive the weather and it dies. The family is torn apart and the sheer existence of the female and male bird has become meaningless. They fought throughout the storm thinking that they have a baby who needs to see what life is. All of a sudden, their hope has been snatched away by fate. Only they could feel the emptiness of their life. For them it was the end of life. The storm subsided taking away their life and leaving them stranded. They decided not to cry over the past but to go on with the memories of their lad and to lead life loving the moments three of them had together. To me this seems like an inspiring story asking me to move forward despite the bad experiences which I have been through. The same force asking me to move forward has kept me alive unknowingly and has provided me with the best experiences in the world too. So never ever give up. Love you my life.

Trapped

Imagine if u r in a lift and the power goes off, if u have company you wont worry tat much, but if u r ALONE… Alone is such a lonely word which I would hate to think about and I am sure it’s the same with you guyz too. But there are some who prefer loneliness to company. I wont belong in that category. But sometimes we do feel lonely even though we have good company. Is it because the crowd is bad or is it because your mind is shut inside a box…? Our mind is like a bird, u can trap it or u can let it go. Whichever you choose decides your destiny. Guess my inner self was shut throughout my childhood days and the reason I found out is that I never had good company. But when I was running through the teenage phase, the scenario was almost the same. Guess I was trapped, but there was a sudden twist in my life and which moulded me into what I am now. My decision to join one of the well known colleges in the city turned my life into something more meaningful. Until then my dream was to get a job, but things changed, priorities came in. Was I more worried than before….nope,…i was kinda enjoying the unexplored feelings of my phase. And that was truly amazing I should say. I used to pray like hell to never part with the company I have and sometimes I buriied my feelings inside the WELL of my mind(which only I have access to i.e. my secret well).

Feelings never lie buried

. From my well popped up plenty of fruitful things. Those fruits have been nurtured and it’s a big family now.